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| tour was a blast, NYC was great, and i could go the rest of my life without seeing another mosquito.
i'm in long beach now and i'm really sorry to all the people i didnt get a chance to see one last time before the move. the last week has been INSANE. i'll make it up to you guys i promise.
i'm at my uncles house right now. until i can get ahold of someone with the know-how to help me put together my new computer i won't have one so there won't be any entries. classes start on monday so i hope i can get my stuff together by then.
as a matter of fact this might be my last entry here on xanga. maybe ill post a link to a myspace in the future.
i'll probably be back in modesto sometime in september. see you later | | |
| i accepted the offer from csu long beach. im filling out the housing questionaire right now
i feel better now about the whole situation because nothing is set in
stone yet... i still have mjc to fall back on - (1) i havent really
made up my mind yet and (2) if something goes horribly wrong with my
grades for some reason
the ap calculus test was pretty hard... i hope that i at get at least a 2 on it so that i can say that i'm sure i answered one of those questions right 
i'm really getting sick of this whole highschool thing... maybe a
change is what i need right now, ya know? get out of modesto? maybe...
maybe not.
whatever  only time will tell
happy may everyone
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| ok, today is the day
i have to choose between csu long beach, csu fresno, and mjc.. tonight 
im really in a pickle here
ive been going back and forth for days
btw, im pretty sure my mom is moving to arizona no matter what i do so
i can't really just stay at home, if i go to mjc ill be getting an
apartment or something i guess
any input from you guys would be appreciated
WOO FEVER CAMP TOMORROW! 
edit: thanks mari, good point
i dont have any idea what i want to major in, so some time to explore different majors would be helpful
and i didnt get any aid from the FAFSA, ive just got some money in a
fund for college that could get me throught maybe a year-and-a-half at
a csu
right now im leaning toward mjc
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| good song
Trapt - Hollowman
I can't remember
The last time you cared about anything
The last time you allowed yourself to be seen
so pretentious your lies unrelenting disguise
Creating tears in your eyes your mind withers and dies
pretending to be something you are not
somewhere in the middle you are now caught
You've never seen who you really are
No life breathes in you
All the time you laugh you wait you cry
No part of your life is true
All the time your life passes you by
I don't ever want to see I don't ever want to be like you,
Hollow Man
I don't care what you give
Hollow man you can't live like this
Your voice is just a whisper
You call upon your blank thoughts as you try
To fit in where you missed her
You missed the chance to stop living a lie | | |
| hey! im still alive... thats right
i was grounded almost all of spring break so that partially accounts for my lack of entries right? right. good.
well the mcs thing at downey went well... pretty boring as usual but i
thought everyone did well. and missing a day of school is always a
bonus.
i took a four hour nap after school today... that was nice
once again the question must be asked of me: where do i want to go to college?
ive got til the end of this month to tell one of them that im coming
its down to long beach, fresno, and santa cruz. out of those three
csulb and fresno are tied for first place and ucsc comes in a close
sencond.... i really don't know which will stand out when it really
comes time to choose.
hopefully something will happen this month to help me make up my mind
whatever... later
good luck in dayton everybody 
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